I see that look deep inside of your eyes and I know how it feels.
I was your age once; not so long ago that I have forgotten what it means.
I too had parents that didn’t understand me, and I didn’t get them; I wanted to run fast and far.
I tried everything that I could in an effort to escape; boys, drugs and actually running away.
I felt pain that I believed would consume me, end me; and I wanted it to at times.
I felt alone, even when I was with my “friends”.
I was tired of being told I was only a kid and did everything I could think of (not in the right ways) in an effort to prove that I wasn’t.
In all of my efforts to grow up quickly, I eventually lost who I really was. I lost who I wanted to become and what I wanted to do in my life. I wanted to do things differently, but everyone had made their minds up about who I’d become, so it felt easier to just keep going, instead of being true to me.
Eventually, you wake up one day, and it all is a lot different. It does get better. We learn and grow from our mistakes, and hopefully do what it takes to make it all right again for ourselves.
You are and always have been strong. You are continuing to grow into a strong young woman, who will obviously grow up to be wise as well. Stay true to yourself and don’t let anyone stop you from going after every dream that you have and will have. Know that you are beautiful and amazing in each and every way and are more loved than you could possibly imagine.
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