-I laugh when I mean to cry.
-I cry when I mean to laugh.
-I would rather stay under the warm covers and not open my eyes for a month.
-I would prefer to sit in complete solitude; no computer, no music, no tv…NOTHING but silence.
-I feel so lonely.
-I want to run FAR away from my life.
-I feel lost.
-I have ZERO physical or mental energy.
-I wake up TOTALLY rejuvenated and ready to devour the world.
-I remember what I wanted to forget.
-My mind would rather forget the things I DO know.
-I forget EVERYTHING I wanted to do.
-I DO want to step back in time.
-I am at peace.
-I feel vicious.
-I am elated.
I guess it shows me what an amazing gift to live in this life of mine; the journey that we all walk while here.
The multitude of sensations that we are ABLE to experience is a beautiful thing. The twists and turns are something to be admired and feel gracious for. I would much rather FEEL anything then have no response whatsoever to this life. Without the “bad” there could never be any “good”.
I am grateful for the rise and fall of sensations and emotions that I CAN and DO experience.