When you know that you have over-reacted, but can’t bring yourself to apologize.
When you remain stuck in anger instead of letting go.
When you realize you’ve given over the power that is your own.
When you want only to mourn that which feels lost, as it sits before you.
When you miss out on joy, seemingly in preference to misery.
When that smile seems the most difficult to produce.
When you want to run and hide, but are forced into “action”.
When the to-do list seems insurmountable.
When every action and word seems to suck all the energy from you in an instant.
When you really want to be comforted, but can’t help yourself from being a bitch.
When all the words you long to say nearly escape, but don’t.
When you wish that you had a rewind button for your life.
When you wish that you had a fast forward button for your life.
When you wish that you had a delete button for your life.
Those days are the ones that have the most to teach us, and yet, it is the hardest to learn anything on those days.
Those days are the ones that we shouldn’t dismiss or try to forget, they are the ones that need to be looked at and carefully considered, as they are the days that will often repeat themselves until we are finally willing to open our eyes and do the right thing.